Today is/was eventful!

Lets start chronologically, haha. NAPFA 5 items during group PE, I think 2E is like really not bad lah we did pretty well mostly! (: Got all A's but the stupid standing broad jump, but haha since it was an improvement, I shall not complain! I BROKE A RECORD HAHAHA YAY FOR SIT AND REACH PLEASE! 67 cm! =D I think it was the TA girls or something ba, cuz yc snatched JC girls with 72 cm. I have to improve by more than 5 cm next year! >< Sit and reach gives you a horrible neckache though, Angmian and I were like silently cursing throughout chinese period, haha.

Okay we had to beg Mr Tan to come back to class, and he made such a thought provoking speech/lecture, it was all quite powerful that we I was close to tears, haha. After LA was a blur, I think it was the project meeting, and we're really, really screwed.

I dont want to have to say goodbye to any of the seniors, I dont want to have to sing a last song with them, I refuse to cease talking to them and I really love the tjchoir 0607 batch (: we're come so far, grown together, quarreled about the dumbest things, got scolded together and best of all, we've bonded so, so well. All of you, I insist you do fabulously in your A levels, and make me proud of everyone of you (:

Congratulations to YeeChuin our new President, Jiawen and Agatha the VPs, Xinjun the Bass SL and SC, Xiaochun the Alto SL and SC, and Kongmeng and I are SLs in tenor and sopranos respectively, yay (: I hope we'll do well together, HAHAHA (: Eating Balloons [: @ 10:07 PM : D

Im going to fall sick, I think. Its unfair, I shouldnt be so sickly this term, its almost repulsive. There are a million deadlines to meet and so much to worry about. LA's technical rehearsal is on 15 August, Full Dress on 22nd, Actual Examination on 24th, Consultation on 6th. There's also the singing, with the Hotel performance on 24th then Staff Day on 31st. August is a bitch, give me a break already.

I screwed the Maths test so badly i actually had time to sleep, didnt go for MEP, had an awful headache and then fever. Maybe I'll lose my voice soon, and that would make everything fucking perfect. I drowned the stupid ipod too and it doesnt want to recover, help ): I should hide at home for a whole week and just sleep. Then maybe, I'll be so much more refreshed. Of course, I'll end up lagging behind and that would be perfect, cuz whatever energy I regained would just fly away again.

CIP today was nice, I think national day songs are generally better recieved by others ,though it might be just us singing better than usual Please strike me with inspiration to create a long long medley, make it good too (:

Handover tomorrow, I really dont want the seniors to leave >< YIKTUNG! ): Eating Balloons [: @ 9:36 PM : D

Congratulations are in order for a few people!

Yaoguang for getting second in the solo category of the piano competition, very pro please! (:
Xiufu for getting third in the solo category of the piano competition, very pro also please! (:
Nat got first for the group category along with Melody, so congrats congrats please! The practice paid off, and Im so proud of you (:

Anyway, Humanities Day is like, TOMORROW and I swear im so effing dead. The video is undone, the pictures are in a mess, and like everyone else seem pretty slack to me and I think im the only one worrying my butt off for this (pardon the crude saying but yeah). I need pictures! Pictures! Pictures! and loads of people capable of spouting good crap at whim)

We're all stressed by the copious amounts of homework and upcoming projects, not to mention the highly possible fiasco of the LA project if we all dont buck up soon. Im dying, I tell you. When everything is done, im taking a break!

On another note, 2.4km run was today but YAY YAY I got an A and ran improved from last year's timing! That took a miracle I think, considering the fact that I havent trained at all this term, but okay im not complaining (:

Handover is on Friday, I need money to go buy gifts, and get my camera ready to take pictures and bawl my eyes out. I'll miss you yiktung ): You'd better prepare a fabulous speech to aid my tears okay if not i'll only succeed in laughing at you! HAHAHA, love you (:

Labels: choir, rantings, school

Eating Balloons [: @ 6:37 PM : D

This means War, i tell you.

I had enough of you. Like cant you fuck off and go lead your silly happy unmeaningful lives and not come into mine. I would really appreciate that. Take pity on this poor stressed girl here, and leave her be. I promise to be nice and limit my level of insults to just fuck and nothing more.

Friday afternoon, in one word, was just plain scary. Of scary can be split into many different levels, like shock-scary, irritated-scary, sad-scary, angry-scary and yeah, shock-scary. So, to protect myself and my being nice to protect the other irritating people i would like nothing more but to scream and shout at and have the satisfaction of seeing them cry and apologise profusely to make the torture stop but NO, i shant cuz i have sadistic tendencies and i delight at watching YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, YOU, and YOU suffer. One day, i will taste the sweet satisfaction (KY understands she's writing like a mad possessed woman, but she's too far off in the delights of ranting to actually stop and control herself. TOO BAD)

So, to recount the not-actually-horrible turned extremely-ugly-eventually afternoon, it began with voicebeats practice! We were super rusty and sounding like croaking toads initially, but it wasnt too bad after a while ALTHOUGH Louis HOR's super duper smelly burp sent us running to the other end of the block so we could actually continue singing with fresh air, HAHAHA.

SO, after that yc and headed up to the Beethoven Room and,

Some people pissed us, or at least ME, off. Mind you, Beethoven Room Is the Beethoven Room, and its most definitely not a ________ Room, no matter what you say, no mtter how much you seem to be inside there for no apparent or legitimate reason. Its where the ____ practice, and choir has every right to practice there too without having rude and immature words being written on the whiteboard. I shant put it down here, its not a nice memory. Stop pretending to be nice people when all you are are fancy _____, i tell you. No names, to protect people yeah. __________ needs an attitude makeover, you'll only suffer in the end. Piss off, it aint your room, and he aint in charge. We are. Do i need to remind you that only MEP students are allowed in the MEP rooms unless you have practice? Oops, i think you forgot. Well, REMEMBER NOW, its not too late yet.

Im too tired for a full blown rant already, and i love choir too much to talk about it here, but lets hope we improve soon. Interview's on Monday, kaiyin please promise yourself to look presentable, haha.

This is war, i tell you. Eating Balloons [: @ 9:37 PM : D

Fuck off.

Poor sasa is still sick today poor dear, please get well soon and cease the frying of the brains, lest you only have like poor little brown substances in your head and that would be real bad 0.0 Please at least recognize me, keep that brain function okay! (:

Fuck off.

Maybe im having a biased view here, but it seems totally absurd and stupid for people to call their own concerts a total failure. No name calling here for thats not healthy hmm, but i shall seeth in my own childish temper and name-call you in my mind; you cant stop me :D

Fuck off already, you're irritating me. Eating Balloons [: @ 8:39 PM : D

I just realised pictures get inverted on my blog when i put my cursor over it.

CHEAP THRILL ; i went to every post with pictures to check out the inverted ones! HAHAHA

Labels: randomness

Eating Balloons [: @ 2:15 PM : D

Limelight wasnt so much about how well we sang, the mistakes we made onstage and how we might have possibly screwed up or whether or not we performed perfectly. It was basically about the people. It was the very very last time we performed with the year 2s, with TJChoir in this particular form. I really really enjoyed this one, for this one's for the memories.

Labels: choir, memories

Eating Balloons [: @ 1:54 PM : D

LAST CALL ;


TJChoir Concert
Limelight, at the Esplanade!
24 July 2007, Tuesday
Esplanade Concert Hall
7.30pm

$21 for adults, $16 for students, and $11 for tjcians.
I insist you buy! (: Eating Balloons [: @ 11:06 PM : D

1. i have to rant about my lack in music talent
2. i still havent found piano and voice teachers and
3. im pretty sure that we'll have practical at the end of this term
4. current affairs is like the most crap ever and
5. there's an LA essay tomorrow which i know next to nothing to study about
6. I havent done MEP either and like omg
7. Choir tomorrow please, hope sa has voice to do the solo with me *crosses fingers so tightly they coil*

On another note, my uncle brought durians over and mummy made us eat it wearing plastic gloves so my hand no smell, and wrapped all the leftover durian in LAYERS of boxes. I suppose durian is that scary.

Labels: choir, randomness, rantings

Eating Balloons [: @ 11:22 PM : D

LA group meeting today. I will promise to not to scream/bitch/lose my temper over anything. Congrats to us for not screaming at anyone! (: Though i seriously hope we'll continue to achieve this feat over the next few weeks. Group work spells stress. No fun please.

I think my knees turned cardboard colour from all the kneeling on the cardboard to tape the musking tape on, and yay we have some props, some script and a wee bit of stage plan drawn somewhere in the cardboard.

Stress week next week, and hopefully ticket sales for TJChoir will hit 500, and i'll survive the week and turn out okay (:

Like, fuck. Eating Balloons [: @ 10:35 PM : D

Im fucking stressed, and this cant get any worse.

I hope. Eating Balloons [: @ 9:59 PM : D

I swear, im this close to screaming bloody.

At least i've completed the proposal, so yay!

*tired smile*

Labels: moods

Eating Balloons [: @ 12:19 AM : D

Read:

My Peculiar Aristocratic Title is: Her Exalted Highness Kaiyin the Overdecorated of Wooden Brook Get your Peculiar Aristocratic Title Get to know yourself better Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior. Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person. The seriousness of your love:Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates. Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can. The right job for you:You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy. How do you view success:You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying. What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you. Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

I also tried the quiz thingy at nat's blog! (:

Labels: lalala

Eating Balloons [: @ 9:24 PM : D

My Harry Potter Spoiler of Doom is: Lucius Malfoy gets a job at Wal-Mart in a dark passage Get your Harry Potter Spoiler of Doom

Check out my Harry Potter Spoiler of Doom! Haha okay I must be like, immensely pleased to announce that Angmian Chengfeng and I have watched Harry Potter: the Order of the Phoenix on 12 June 2007 at Lido Cineplex, the 6.35pm show.

Its a milestone, although the story could have been longer. Nonetheless, I have a newfound love for Snape/Harry, or actually Snape in general, cuz black is sexy (: The whole movie experience itself was like an adventure! going home after school to bathe, then repacking my bag back to school. After MEP we chionged to the toilet to change! I swear, I look like a total idiot with shorts and sneakers -.- Its so tomboyish its unbecoming, haha. Met Angmian at bedok and got to Orchard. We took hilarious pictures that made us look wavy while waiting for Chengfeng to finish putting on her earrings.


Harry Potter 120707<3

Voicebeats at full force today for CIP! (: It sounded really, different for once, in a good way I would think. We sang through 3 levels, before heading home with amusing renditions of Over the Rainbow and many more! After that had dinner with Kongmeng and Mervyn at KFC, and listened to nice songs please (:


Voicebeats is love (:

Im also glad to say that we actually finished our plot! For LA! Like, PHEW =D

ky and cf's Very Colourful shirts (:

Labels: Harry Potter, milestone, Voicebeats

Eating Balloons [: @ 9:11 PM : D

I thought the day was pretty good, until i got to civics and the big big revelation of me failing my IS unknowingly. It really sucks, cuz they said they couldnt find my file when i really did remember passing it up. Like, fuck, the F sticks out like a sore thumb in the entire progress report ><

Anyway, choir was quite cool today cuz the potential student conductors took over for quite a while and haha, I suppose it was all rather interesting. We did Aba Po close to million times (okay im exaggerating but still ), sigh it RINGS in my head now.

Hmm Angmian had this hilarious programme that we tried out during chemistry, and it churns out highly amusing names including St Wednesday, and Buzzcock. Goodness. I have to share this really funny bit that cf said/acted/mentioned (I dont know really but well, she Did something!)

cf: *sneeze*
cf: sneeze!

HAHAHAHA.

We're going to catch Harry Potter tomorrow! That, is way fascinating. Im still thinking about what to wear though, and sigh thinking's no fun. There's too much homework that i cant seem to recall anyway.

Great job to carian and valerie for a nice job well done for announcement today, it was real cool (:

Labels: choir, mugger-ism, musings

Eating Balloons [: @ 8:30 PM : D

I have decided to put in my fair share to begin fangirling before the Harry Potter movie. We're so darn proud of cf, who actually snagged tickets for us :D I shall, post my favourite H/D naughty bits here in the next few days! I like naughty, it sure beats the emo war fics that seem to be increasingly popular.

Anyway, today was just such a weird day. Like, seriously

1. I finished the announcement and got people to do it (:
2. I screwed up LA, big time ):
3. We didnt have to do pt for choir (:
4. We did warmups in the carpark instead ):
5. I passed History! (:
6. All JCT results are back, and the thought about the GPA grade scares the shit out of me =/


MOKYIKTUNG I just realised, you're not going to be hanging around much soon! There's only like 2 weeks left. I dont know what i'll do without you pokuuuuuuuu! I need my kuma ): Eating Balloons [: @ 8:45 AM : D

I dont mean to be mean, but dont say you write poetry when all you can come up with is cliche crap. Check this out:

Your shinning eyes are like a million stars painted on the horizon
Your smiling face glow beneath my clumsy hands
My fingertips had became like a dizzy butterfly dancing across your cheek
Your warm moist mouth taste like lukewarm honey on a wintersday
Your breath smells like crunched rose petals in the rain
Your long shining hair fall in a mystic waterfall across your slender shoulders
Your alluring breasts are like two untamed horses runing beneath the crimson sky, while your legs and arms are a tranquil river flowing towards eternity

And we shant begin on the spelling errors that I have corrected. Seriousy, if i didnt know better, I would have thought ___. Eating Balloons [: @ 11:43 AM : D

Its been a highly informative day, i went to the library! (:

I slept in before that, its damn cool to be able to sleep until like 10am, its almost a luxury! But like OHMYFUCK, i need a piano and voice teacher soon or I might fail practical so bad i'll screw eoys, and there goes the grades already please.

They had this really cute book, about a men's guide to women. Due to overwhelming curiousity of what they had to say about us, i had to borrow it! And i think the only thing I learnt was how to take care of like, the male anatomy which is hilarious, I laughed rather loudly in the library. And that was quite, embarassing ><

There was also this book about smsing, and again I laughed, im not ready to believe people text stuff like "w8, c u soon luva". I'll die from laughing one day, haha

Anyway, mummy and daddy went off to the NDP preview, so I was quite stuck with my brother again. It must be the growing up, he asks nonsensical questions INCESSANTLY, i swear. Like, why are we taking the bus? Why must we cross the road? Are we going to eat first? Does this bus take us home?

I cant wait for him to grow up. Anyway, I have been an amazingly good girl and did my LA current affairs. Rejoice! (: Eating Balloons [: @ 11:34 PM : D

I deserve every right to be skeptical about love, especially when i dont know what Love actually is. I mean, i've tried to understand it, grasp the concept on how to love, observed couples, observed single people, observed old people, observed friends. I've tried to think about how i could actually follow these people, and perhaps please a few people along the way, people who want me to conform to these conventional stuff. Call me stupid, but I still dont get it, at least not to the conventional norms. I cant do it, its not me. Im a fucking weirdo if you insist, but at least im a one-of-a-kind.

Im tired of LA too due to the temporary loss of ideas and visions, along with along of musical listening too. I must be rotting. I just want to, curl up in bed and sleep away, which is plain scary cuz I always thought I had alot of drive, to do things I wanted. Somehow, I've quite lost all ambition.

Well aside from horrendous quite unsatisfactory jct results (but im not complaining since i hardly studied anyway), choir has been quite fun! I mean yeah we all get tired and stuff but its really cool to be sightsinging along with the rest of the people songs like Water Night, Ave Maria and Lux! Although, some parts got pretty scary cuz the score looked like a new one to me, it was that alien. Choir dinner after such a long time was just great. I tried that Fishball noodle thing, after Sa promised they had kway teow. BTW, today is a very important day cuz i stringed one whole sentence of cheem chinese words together that actually made sense! I live up to my name of CHIM BUBEE PLEASE (:

There are just so little people who understand how i actually feel right now, and im fucking glad i have poku to get me through this. Please dont leave (though I know you have to), I'll be so lonely! *wobbles lower lip*

Maybe, I cant say I love you anymore, cuz my perception of love is clearly not what you think. But im tired, so i'll just sleep. Eating Balloons [: @ 10:50 PM : D

I finally put the stuff back on (:

Well okay so much happened in that supposed 9 days hiatus for syf and now we have a gold and we had a concert and we're preparing for another concert and we had june hols and i went to hokkaido before mugging like crazy for 1 week for jcts, which was really some monster i'd rather not meet again.

And now, we have youth day, one of the best holidays so far cuz we dont have homework and i actually have a carefree day (:

Cf and i went costume-ing today at Aliwal Street which took quite some time to find and quite some guts to enter cuz the boss was so fierce we were trembling. But it was fun anyway and we were really productive as a 2 man crew (although we'd choose not to be) but yeah i lost 4 durian puffs amongst all the skirts and all ><

Now i'll say byebye to mr ibm for being so nice while tabbie threw tantrums before she decided to return to me again! Eating Balloons [: @ 10:27 PM : D

its seven days to syf, and i fear i fear i fear

i went out with angmian today, and ooh funness (:

hair cuts at jeanyip with mine going at 8 bucks and her 32, but i suppose it was not bad lah, we're in the in-between hairstyles stage so at least our hair dont look tragic! =D

we had lunch at pasta and it was all quite alot of fun.

Operation Chengfeng Belated Present was quite a failure anyway.

Seven days to SYF, and we wasted this day away.

I want/demand/would like/wishes for a Gold with Honours please

>< Eating Balloons [: @ 8:52 PM : D

Congratulations to Cedar Choir for a GOLD at SYF! Im really happy for you all (:

Lets hope TJC will get a Gold with Honours! I promise to work hard for it, even though you cant deny Song Without Words is a bitch, like really. Haha, we were joking about it yesterday, like okay our choir will at least get a silver with honours lah haha, so yay, we're just, 1 honours away (:

Anyway life sucked the whole of last week because of one freaking passing comment, and i really shouldnt even begin. Saturday was cool though, cuz we went to this fab costume shop to try out all sorts of stuff, i think i have my source for Mardi Gras next year! After that we had a fantastic dinner at Shin Kushiya, sigh i love love love their salmon sushi (:

Yesterday was like cool. I went to cityhall like during lunch to get my Vintage Heart Necklace, but then! sigh for all the rushing back there wasnt mep in the end. The necklace was like nive anyway, though i would have liked it longer but i shant complain! haha. Well i bought my drug ( Beard Papa )though, and this really nice guy paid for my subway cookie! =D

Its 14 days to syf, i truly wish us all the best.

Labels: beard papa, syf

Eating Balloons [: @ 7:59 PM : D

I havent blogged for a horrendously long time, but oh well many things happened yeah (:

Friday was a nice nice day as far as i could remember, choir was one of the most fruitful ones already (: Like, breakthrough! I can sing high high note nicely now. Everyone was kinda dreading Ms Tham's arrival but was a great session in the end i suppose, but its probably cuz we didnt do Io son La Primavera

I really liked Saturday, not cuz of the early morning waking up and going to put posters around the school and stuff but probably cuz of the RJC concert. Like, we actually still stand a chance! ( mean but yeah ) I met POKU at bugis after she was shopping with Chris, and OH MY she's my kuma hahaha she was proabbly more concerned about my hmmm that i was, but well anyway we got tuning forks and pitchpipes! We were rather engrossed with konking our heads and getting fascinated with the A note, tee hee. We saw YeeChuin's friend, then went home after a series of failed camwhoring attempts due to poku's ridiculously high standards.

We're getting POKPOK family concert gifts. POKU demands ROYCE chocolates and a Chocolate Beard Papa, HAHAHAHA i'll make you ALL broke (:

Yesterday was presumably the worst day so far. Like, okay masterclass was sufficiently boring with fancy people playing things i would probably never touch in my life so it was basically stoning. The guy was cute though (: After that was choir. like ZOMG we did Song Without Words and please it was real bad. I hate the Indian scale with a passion cuz the note intervals are like the hardest.

A Bb C# E ( i will learn the damn thing! )

I saw this on POKU's blog, it was damn cute(:

dear friends,
this is also an advertisment okay
please get me a boyfriend soon
so that somebody will give me a bouquet of flowers
a hug
and a complimentary kiss
on 18may and 24july
when i perform at ACS and esplanade!
thank you!

it makes me feel so lucky (:

OH OH OH PLEASE BUY CHOIR TICKETS!

Reflections VIII : Wicked
ACS Barker
18 May
7.30pm
$10

pretty please (:

Labels: concert, musings

Eating Balloons [: @ 9:46 AM : D

/ fuck1 fuck2 fuck3 fuck4

I had a horrible day today. Okay, not totally but well it started bad. I woke up at 4am and thought it was like normal time like 6am already, so i brugshed my teeth and all that and nearly left the house at like 420am until i stared at the clock and had the greatest shock in my life. Deciding that i shouldnt waste the 2 hours plus away, i actually changed back to pjs and fell asleep again. I WOKE UP AT LIKE SEVEN LAH SHIT. so i ran and rushed out of the house at top speed and grabbed the first taxi i saw. THANK GOODNESS I WASNT LATE (: i wasnt capable of speaking properly either somehow so when i called angmian to tell her i might be late i was croaking out nonsense and no matter what i said, both of them just went like " HUH?" sigh.

Langarts gets me stressed, and chinese makes me lazy. Biology today was cool, like slack as usual makes me happy. I shant complain about the marks I got for the test, considering I only studied in the morning, so oh well. MathsB test was like a scary thing too, cuz I was quite 0.0 about it. Its like test-oriented date today. Chinese was real cool though cuz we spread the influence and addiction of QAF to shirleen! (: MEP was quite scary too cuz i really didnt study and i made my own rules mostly and i really didnt refer at all so in the end i redid the thing over and over again ): La Traviata was quite sianed at times too, but sitting with you made darn unmoving opera plots a hell better (:

I love lunches with Chengfeng and Angmian, especially when its in school. They never fail to make me laugh, whether its about scary facial expressions or the way i laugh or something Chengfeng said or stuff. I never believed in saying that i wanted things to last longer, but for us i really do hope so. You guys make me happy, like really to laugh like i mean it, and so often somemore.

i do suppose, small little things make me smile, but hey, at least it keeps me happy (: Eating Balloons [: @ 9:43 PM : D

/ He who hesitates doesnt get laid, Brian Kinney

I have a post revolving around Angmian today! somehow, haha

I like the Livejournal angmian much better than the one on Blogspot. It doesnt make a difference really, but her fanfics are a hell powerful and im so happy she actually made the switch to HarryDraco, she feeds my fantasies! =D You should check out her fic The Heart Of It All [PG13] at http://thevignette.livejournal.com/704.html?view=26816#t26816. Im actually helping you publicise this dear, haha.

I have renewed my love for Queer as Folk, like totally. My favourite quote!

Looking at a picture Justin has drawn of a nude Brian,
Michael: I think the artist has taken some liberties.
Brian: It's a perfect likeness.
Michael: Come on, it was never that big.
Brian: Hey, you haven't seen it in a long time.
Michael: I haven't seen "Gone With The Wind" in a long time either, but I know it's still three and half hours long.

(credits to angmian)

I shouldnt run with angmian for 2.4km, she doesnt freaking allow me to stop! Hope twinnie's stitch is better already yeah (: School was filled with online shopping today, it was cool, although i ended up buying nothing, and listening to pretty much nothing either, But oh well, school IS sian nowadays.

I think the 3 of us speak weird, but you guys make me happy! She gave me a whole entire collection of QAF videos lah, big loves!

I should start making use of all my free time now, since in less than 2 weeks i'll have an insane schedule that probably kill me like totally, and i'll be a sad person with absolutely no social life. I just hope it pays off ): Eating Balloons [: @ 8:44 PM : D

/ Popular, you want to be paw-pew-ler (:

Many things make me happy! Things such as Esplanade's sponsorship to a full length concert at their concert hall, more time with the seniors, me being allowed to sleep tonight, laughing at shit water, and my darling nat<3

Darling sa gets a virtual hug here too, cuz she made me a digusting tasting luo han guo but yay still appreciated <3

We discovered a new word(s) today, its called scream, screamed (pronounced scram) and scrum! Its like tenses, but omfg its like hilarioud when angmian told that to us, its right next to pring prong priang!

Lunch was an amusing affair, with us talking about childhood weirdness. I think i was the wierdest of them all, sigh with fascinating things like Flower Power Higaluli and Higalooloo. They kinda died there, but oh man come to think of it, we started Angmian wanting a gmail acount, then with Hotmail, Yahoo Accounts, then after that i blurted out Neopet accounts and look where that got us lah. We're the Queens of digressing and no one beats us at laughing and crapping and digressing combined. Buy hey, we're self amusing/entertaining/comforting okay, and its like BRING JOY-ness (:

I love the 3 of us (:

Labels: insanity

Eating Balloons [: @ 11:08 PM : D

/Marry that man today, Guys and Dolls



I had a wire fetish for a while, and it does look good doesnt it! though angmian's heart ring is still like, TEH BEST (:


I love it when sweet young kids kiss; its just so sweet (:


Presenting Poku and Poko's Chocolate Fondant from Beard Papa!


I have a funny senior, and his name is mervyn. He eats the BOX okay, HAHAHA


i drew this on the library seats with cf while waiting fro the librarian to come back i think. velvet makes a good canvas.


Big loves to Shiao for her kimono top loan! (:


Its a horrible shot Poku, we have to take more yeah ):


Tristan Prettyman's concert (:


I have a cartoon character! He's called Boyfriend, he's nerdy and all prim and proper but he's a real gentlemen and all girls adore him. Thats why he's claled boyfriend, DUH!


I had bored syndromes


If you nicely ignore the first line, second line shows Poku's love for Poko =D


HAWT model from the Singapore Fashion Festival


She's called Baby, and Baby loves me see(:


Baby (:


In 6 months, i'll have red juicy fleshy hard dragonfruits =D Eating Balloons [: @ 9:35 PM : D

/ We dont need a man to make us happy

Bestie date with POKU today. After a highly emotional and infuriating and pissyfying *just insert all bad words possible here* choir session which left pretty much everyone drained tired and really unsatisfied. I mean, okay i have my not-good-points too but hey SOME people seriously need a reality check. Like hello cant you tell. you're getting on my nerves, please just DO something. You're not as good as you think please omg adshfapifu93PRKMGJ4T8234RJLWKEF. im pissed (if you cant tell)

Anyway after that we played with this beautiful adorable BABY kitten (i named it baby, this pretty), i will upload her pics soon. SHE LOVES ME! like she knows my scent lah this smart thing(: Then sa and i took a bus 12 ride with christopher while trying to eat his tofu along the way but yeah i basically failed and fell asleep instead.

I had this long bout of slowness/dumbness at pastamania and somewhere throughout cuz i couldnt get what sa was saying, or just misunderstood and did dumb things that made her laugh like shyte, but okay at least i entertained her nicely. We walked to arab street and found nice clothies (at expensive rates too), and walked back quickly cuz she didnt want her glow-in-the-dark shoes to get wet. WHOS THE BIMBO LOR DARL! (:

anyway it was a good day and i had fun and omg poku i wasnt angry at you lah okay, and to think you had this elaborate story and how i was mad with you like hahahaha so funny! (: big loves darl. I dont get mad at my besties for things as trivial as choir, please (:

I want that Gold with Honours, like i really want it so much it makes me sad to know its so far away now cuz of this horrible combined effort. And its not good to only take the best (even though i think it will work) to take part in syf but oh well we shall/will/must listen to our leaders yeah. *crosses fingers and hopes for the best* Eating Balloons [: @ 9:29 PM : D

/ I'd Prefer An Intellectually Capable, Gentlemanly Genius (:

I must have a memory lapse, cuz the only thing i seem to remember is the Saint Andrews Hospital. School was school as usual, though we did have nice nice laughs during the Biology experiment, when Clarence proclaimed himself cute (okay which is true but still the look of blurness combined with the "Im cute" is priceless). We changed Social Studies teacher! We should ALL REJOICE, but she's so nice i actually feel guilty zomg. We felt guilty for Chinese too, but Livejournal can get so addictive sometimes

Our ss blog! http://whistle-fortheearth.blogspot.com
Its a pretty pink place with questionable content, but oh well (:

MEP was boring as usual, its a miracle we actually stayed awake. And the J2s are a nice bunch of people to be with! Like I actually got a nice number of surveys done with them, of course with some gender changes sometimes =D It makes it harder after they leave, like OMG im going to miss them, like big time ):

After that I met Jiawen near the busstop at CGH and waited for yeechuin and louis and mervyn to come! It was so funny, like we waved to them in the bus and they still call and ask "When do we get down ah?" But we're a great group hmmhmm! with more work of course, but yay loves(: Saint Andrews Hospital was quite cool with the Sunflower and Lily Wards and all and matching colours okay! (Mostly anyway), and i saw my neighbour like whoa. She works there, hehe. Im killing myself (or will be killing myself) with doing weekly CIP there, like it better be worth it for all the student leadership things. But okay, at least we're doing things like singing, not threading a needle or doing manual repairs, and zomg, THAT was in the application form too lah.

I NEED TO GO SHOPPING> ITS A PLEA/CRY/RANT/WHATEVER. I NEED TO GO SHOPPING!

I need to buy:

1. Kimono Top
2. Nice Skirt bottom
3. EARRINGS ZOMG ZOMG
4. Bahgggg.

Anyway, yc was good on the Channel U show, yay (: Eating Balloons [: @ 8:47 PM : D

/ Have You Been PRODUCTIVE today?

Have you been productive today? This is Our question of the day (: Today was quite okay i suppose, except that the morning was mighty sleepy. Like, even waking up was a problem sigh. Okay but i got the concept of Lean On Me, so yay (:

Chemistry was a bore, and so was maths and chinese and oh, history was so sleepy lah sigh. Civics was funny cuz of the sex education, sometimes they really think we are probably like, i dunno stagnant at sec 1 cuz the issues remain the same although nicholas was funny

Ms De: What happens when he says "Everyone is doing it, lets try it too"
Nicholas: Lets wash clothes (although the majority heard, LETS WATCH HAHAHA OMG FUNNY)

As usual, Angmian Chengfeng and I had our share of laughs, which makes life funny. Angmian is extremely critical of genitals, haha and she's a pro at being mean in taht aspect lah (: We successfully studied our subject cf anyway (:

Choir was cool today, cuz one short day was really cute, yo! Louis makes a wonderful partner, he's like high and all although my other half was standing behind me, sa and i had durians =D I have a cute picture of Sa and my dinner, its a FACE. LIKE REALLY MAN!

Big loves (: Eating Balloons [: @ 10:43 PM : D

/You're what i have when all else fails

I love angmian darling like truthfully and sincerely from the bottom of my heart (like the deepest it can ever go) cuz she actually bothers to reply to my rantings and all, and be wonderfully nice about it (: i love you darling (:

When i get down to writing hardcore slash, i'll do my best to dedicate to you (: You'll be the first! Angmian darling has very nicely dedicated a fic to me (: Im really touched darling, like really. About the whole thing yeah. Angmian brings out all the hilarious and amusing emotions i'd never think i'll come out with, but it makes her laugh and she makes me laugh so it works both ways (:

Five Conversations That Should Never Have Been

one. the beginning
The sunset is red, orange and pink, painted across a sapphire sky and you turn your face up into the warmth. Spread your fingers apart. Try to touch the burn welded into the blue dome. Squint. Block out the light. Blink.

The grass smells like rain, new beginnings and life. They haven’t been cut for a long time and are so long they tickle your face when you recline backwards. The Burrow is bustling with energy, laughter, but somehow, however much you know the Weasleys accept you, it’s not the same. They’ll never be yours, entirely. Not the way a family is.

A shadow falls, distorted over your face and you are blinded by the sudden change of lighting. Malfoy’s silver hair glints in the light and the sun haloes his silhouette so the edges of his body look golden and everything is dark and smudged.

“Potter.”

“Go away.”

Malfoy throws himself down onto the glass next to you, much to your irritation.

“Are you deaf as well as a git?” You say crossly. You like your alone time and now Malfoy is ruining it.

“I’m not disturbing you,” Malfoy says coolly. “Just do whatever it is you do and pretend I don’t exist.”

You stare incredulously at him. “You can stay if you shut up,” you say condescendingly.

He doesn’t answer and you don’t ask for one. You sit; stare as the sun creeps down and disappears into the horizon, dying the sky navy.

When Mrs Weasley hollers that dinner is ready, neither of you move, you glance sideways at Malfoy, at the Horcrux he’s wearing around his neck- the locket- and see him looking back, painful silver eyes.

When you get up, brush the grass off your trousers, he stays on the floor, arms wrapped around his legs. You don’t tell him it’s time to head in, it’ll start to get cold out soon. You don’t tell him the Horcrux is not the only reason you’re not killing him. You don’t tell him anything.

two. the reckoning
The Horcrux won’t come off, no matter what you try. Malfoy’s neck is red and swollen from all the fiddling you and Hermione have done. Various spells and hexes don’t do the trick, neither does tugging at it so hard Malfoy screams bloody murder, you realise.

“Fuck you, Potter,” Malfoy snaps angrily, rubbing at his neck.

You shrug noncommittally. You won’t pretend to be sorry. You are not.

“Tell me,” Malfoy says scathingly, leaning forward so hot breath fans across your face. “Do you care about anything else besides getting this necklace off me?”

You look into his eyes, meet his angry gaze. You want to say, I care, I care about everything. I care about Ron, Hermione, the Weasleys, I care about my friends, I care about Sirius, Dumbledore, my parents, and you want to scream it at him. You want to, but you don’t. “I don’t need to explain myself to anyone,” you turn away; stare out of the open window. “Least of all to you.”

Even without looking you know he’s sneering.

Outside the window, the sky is oddly clear of clouds. Maybe it’s an omen. You hear Malfoy settle onto his bed, making a lot of noise, probably in an attempt to disturb you. You wish Hermione was here and not downstairs helping with lunch. It’s awkward. It has always been awkward.

“Potter,” Malfoy’s voice is startlingly soft. “I need to see my mother.”

You turn around slowly and see that for once Malfoy’s eyes are clear and open, and honest. “What?” You say as though you haven’t heard.

“My mother, Potter,” Malfoy says hotly.

“What good will it do?” Your voice is distant, and you wince inwardly at how you sound. “Why should I let you?”

“She’s my mother, Potter, I love her,” Malfoy says, his voice surprisingly even. “I wouldn’t expect you to understand.” The spite is missing from that comment, and Malfoy only sounds tired and resigned.

three. the awakening
A flurry of motion, the scrape of chair against ground, and Malfoy’s hands are at your collar, breathing hot, fast on your mouth.

He stares, just looks for a moment and then mouths crash, and there’s tongue and saliva. You don’t know what to do, just stand there and let your nemesis kiss the living breath out of you.

A second and then two, and you react, violent and angry. You shove and push until he’s off you. You’re both standing, across from each other, panting and flushed. Your hands shake when they rake through your hair and you try to ignore how your mouth is burning.

“What the hell was that for?” You finally hiss.

He lowers his gaze, and then lifts his chin nonchalantly. “I don’t have to explain myself to anyone,” he parrots. His gaze softens without warning and he leans back against the table. “I don’t have anyone else,” he says.

“What the hell is that supposed to mean?” You ask through gritted teeth. It’s not an answer. It’s not.

“It’s always been just you,” Malfoy’s voice cracks with uncertainty. “There has never been anyone else.”

You don’t understand, and probably never will but Malfoy is stepping closer now and his hands are on your wrists, his eyes on your face and he’s not smirking or sneering or anything like that. He’s just there, in front of you, and before he leans in to kiss you, he tells you that there never will be anyone else but you.

In the night, Malfoy tangles himself into you, knotting in a way that you can never undo, and on Mrs Weasley’s kitchen table, with the moonlight streaming in from a window, you bend over, tongue snaking into the shell of his ear and tell him that he’s yours, it’s all he’ll ever be and when he says yes, oh God, yes, Potter, your world implodes, shaping the alphabets of his name into the hailstorm in your head.

There’s blood on bruised lips and Malfoy licks it away, a single stripe that paints a rainbow across your mind’s eye, his grey eyes dark with storm and when he reaches for you, it’s all you’ll ever want.

four. the discovery
In hindsight, you should have run away. Ran as fast as you could when you realise Malfoy is calling you by your first name.

Just like everything else, it becomes routine, a habit, and Malfoy is one now. He curls next to you at night, and you’re too used to the rhythm of his heart against yours. He sits opposite you during meals, passes you the salt when you ask for it, and he sits with you to watch the sunset in silence.

“Harry,” Malfoy says, peering at him closely. “What do you reckon? Do you think Snape’s with my mother? You think he’ll keep her alright?”

“I don’t know,” you say.

“Well, you don’t know anything,” Malfoy snorts. “I expect one day Weasel will know more than you.”

“Don’t call him that,” you say halfheartedly. Everything is different now. You can sense it. You don’t know if it’s for the better or the worse.

“Fine,” Malfoy says, without a fight. “Weasley then. Honestly, Harry, just pull yourself together, you’re supposed to save us all.” He smiles when he says the last bit. “Be the hero,” he adds, bends over to kiss you absently on the cheek before going back to his toast, lathering it with syrup.

“You know what they say about you,” Malfoy continues. You stare at the golden syrup as it slides off the toast onto his fingers. Malfoy makes a irritated noise then sets the bread down, licking the sticky concoction off his fingers carefully. “The Boy-Who-Lived-To-Save-The-World, the Chosen One, the Destined Saviour, you have a lot to live up to. You are Harry Potter,” Malfoy says dramatically, biting into the toast.

“It doesn’t mean anything,” you argue. “I want to be me, without any additional labels.”

“We all have our labels, Harry,” he shoots you a look. “You’re too thick to figure it out.” He smiles anyway and when he kisses you again, he tastes like toast, and syrup and something else like hope.

five. the other beginning
“You won,” Malfoy tells you, grinning so wide you’d think his face would split. “I’ve always known you would.”

“Really,” you smile, disbelieving.

He nods sagely, and continues in a grim voice. “Ever since the day I saw you ride a broom,” he says in a low voice, as though confessing a secret. “I knew you’d defeat Voldemort.”

“Oh come on,” you laugh. “Stop it.”

He breaks into a big smile, clasps your head between hands and plants a sloppy kiss on your forehead, trying not to crush your bruised ribs. “You were such a hero,” he whispers. “I watched you. I watched you the whole time, I couldn’t bring myself to look away.”

“I know,” you say.
“You think it’ll be a better life?” he asks.

“I know it will be,” you tell him and he smiles back at you.

You are drawn to him like a bloom to the burgeoning strength of his smile. He touches your face, tells you he loves you.


Finis

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Loves you Bigly and Muchly, Bhauahhhfft <3 Eating Balloons [: @ 9:19 PM : D

/Like a handprint on my heart
i love you ):
Angmian thinks that it probably mean the person squeezed too hard, but it makes sense anyway huh. Its like a major part of my attempt to memorise all the choir scores, and haha one phrase is better than nothing yeah! (:

I tapped my card today! like ZOMG ITS A MOMENT! =D after that we went to have acapella practice with yeechuin mervyn and louis and jiawen. It was like morning voice syndrome lah, sigh so sing low lowwwwww (:
PE sucked today (well actually it didnt really but PE is supposed to suck so oh well), and after the 3rd round i got lazy so cf and i went to pee, and haha slacked around inside the toilet!(:

the periods after were relatively boring, so well basically the bunch of us were munching on potato chips and throughout chem and stuff, and i was a COW for mr tan's LA. like, YAY WE ARE THE COW (MOOOO) GROUP! (:

angmian and cf and i bought our fav icecreams again, and to keep it from melting too fast we kinda sucked them real hard, like crazy, and haha OMG laughs. Hopefully, that fruit would be like fleshy and flexible and firm and hmm, extremely intruiging to the senses isnt it cf (:

I finished my Maths B Survey, got it printed and photocopied. There are 176 in total, with like, 69 JC1 69 JC2 and 38 TA. I have nice (interesting) numbers (: Then cf and i went walking around, but wasnt late for IS okay. It was dreadfully boring in there though, and i doodles cute little boyfriends on my IS paper, and angmian thinks that nerdy boy is cute too (: Boyfriend is a fictional character i created, he's nerdy and everything but omg a cute darling to me and me only (:

wah f its like choir tomorrow ):
Eating Balloons [: @ 8:25 PM : D

/ take it as a personality dialysis

Yesterday's SYC concert was like, eye-opening. It really was fantastic! No bluffing, but okay it was probably cuz of their choice of songs too. Wierd songs sung great never fail to impress. Of course, i felt weirdly inspired by the little comment that Ms Tham wrote on the programme booklet

Twice a week, we gather to perform a members-only ritual. Throwing off the stifling cloak of the Ordinary, standing in circles, we engage in the practice of magic both light and dark. Deciphering strange symbols in extraordinary spell-books, we ruminate on the nature of Things and dispel the Norm with a dash of Alto here, a shriek of Soprano and rumble of Bass there, a swooping fire-starting Crescendo and a sprinkling of Tenor for good measure

Sigh, i think the way she writes it is like brilliant. It makes choral music so, exciting and mysterious zomg pretty (:

But okay, anyway i was being extremely slow ( i think i still am sigh ) cuz i didnt know she was married! We saw americ goh, albert tay and kenny khoo, hehe. Well americ is so cute lah, mr dimple man! =D

A bunch of us met before the concert, and we kinda ate at ding tai fung together. It was cool! and grace was nice to treat us to xiao long baos, while persuading us to pay after we were done calculating the price of one, including gst, service charge and blah blah... After that Samantha and i had Gelare, and sigh i think the Soy Chocolate Obsession is like too sweet for words and not like the cone was very nice liddat. But okay, it was still fun (:

Miaomiao and i saw the Singapore Fashion Festival, and we caught a short glimpse of the runway show for ________. Sigh i cant remember the name. I'll put pictures of this really cute guy later okay, once infrared would cooperate with me, or if the cable decides to pop out from somewhere.

Saturday was a nice day (: POKU you were missed though but haha we'll go RJC together soon! =D Eating Balloons [: @ 9:00 PM : D

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